Flatter letter

Dear love, could you be true for once?

What's up.

So my study-one-month-plus-earlier-so-that-I-can-finish-every-page-of-the-books-and-have-time-for-myself-plan isn't going too well. I tried to study. The mood wasn't there. I guess I'll only start rushing when I feel the heat. I hate to force myself but I really have to.

So Jeslene's birthday was a few days ago. Happy 16th Hainanese! Yea I finished what I started. And a smile made it all worthwhile. Relieved in a way. And I think I found out what could be the truth, that plato was right but I was wrong.

Umm school was fine. I went to school on and off. Oh yea I got an A+ for my gerak gempur sejarah. Confident boosted? No. I am pretty much confused. I literally did zero preparation for it. I guess the standard was overlenient. Class was boring. And at some point meaningless. No teacher, no study, no fun, no point.

I won a glass chess set from the lucky draw during Mesyuarat Koperasi earlier today. Lucky me. My number was 57, which is also my house number. What are the odds?

Tomorrow I'll be travelling to INTI Nilai and Subang Jaya. Hopefully I'll get a clearer vision of what I want my future to be. Time's running out. Sooner or later I'll have to come to a decision. I better make my choice and make it good.

Wait, that also means I won't get to shower for more that 12 hours. Oh god let's hope I don't sweat too much. Ugh I can't stand the stick-sticky-feeling. Not that I have 洁癖 or anything. I'm a messy person who likes to keep things clean.

I have yet to start my 纪念册. I actually have no idea what is it called in english. Yearbook? Autograph book? Whatever. I ought to do it fast or else everyone will be busy with SPM and they'll just write like two lines. I mean summing up our friendship in just a few sentences? That would really really suck big time.

Already the form 4 are having their exams, I guess I'll have to wait till it's over. Oh yea shout out to all form 4 students, do your best in this final exam and make us seniors proud!

Peace & out.

*Skipping school can be extremely addictive. Do try this at home.*

You're my perfect ten

Is this your card?

44 more days to go. Time's up for fun. So from now on, I'll blog less.

Blogging consume too much of my time. Yes I could just write any boring old post and repeat that everyday but that's not me. I want each of my posts to be unique. That's why I spend lots of time thinking about what to post post before I actually start typing.

Thinking = 30 minutes
Typing = 15 to 40 minutes
Ammending = 10 minutes

Lately I've started this card-picture-of-the-day idea. I literally ponder for hours what fresh-creative-innovative-out-of-the-box pictures to take for that day. And if I don't come up with anything I like, I get slightly upset at myself. It's totally unecessary pressure but I'd like to call it my kind of challenge.

Thinking = 2 hours
Shooting = 30 minutes
Thinking of caption = 1 to 20 minutes

Yea so cutting down my blog time hopefully will boost my studies. Of course I don't mean to quit blogging or anything, I'll still come by once in a while and leave a post or two. Once or twice I week I reckon.


Look at the time. 10.10pm 10.10.10.

Ta.

*Miss you much*

Imagine

Happy birthday John Lennon

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

One of the greatest song written by one of the greatest songwriter.

*Big shout out to Chentel, happy 16th! It's been a great pleasure knowing you.*

Access denied

Always put on a good show

I was thinking of skipping a post today. Still, here I am. I wish I could study as much as I blog.

I had a slight headache yesterday night. And it got worse when I woke up today morning. And I was having my pre-L lesson, so today wasn't a great day. The pre-L lesson was alright, the penceramah lady, Miss Hazlizan, was pretty funny. She was also the one who conducted the kpp (undang) class I attended last year.

After 3 hours of theory, it was time to go fast and furious, or not. The headahce really made the whole session uncomfortable. I can't concentrate well and I got frustrated. I died fire like three times.

Then uncle brought to drive on the sutera main roads, then he brought cj to take his undang test. He faced the same fingerprint problem. Ahhh it was such a hassle to go all the way back to berjaya to get him a smartcard. Stupid fingerprint sensor.

I drove around layang and panglin for a while. I had trouble getting things right, wasn't in my best shape. Well it's my first time driving a Viva, take it easy. I'll do better next time though!

Hm what else, oh geram gempur sejarah tomorrow. I'm totally unprepared. I wanna see how I'll do under 0 revision. Hopefully I'll pass.








*Oh yea I kinda forgot to say thanks to senior Brian for driving me to Berjaya today, so thanks!*

Patience my dear

Can't you see that I'm different?

So if you thought that I skipped a post yesterday, you're wrong. I did post something. A flowery poem. For about 10 minutes that is. Then I deleted it because it was pointless and not worth reading at all.

School was boring as hell. So nothing new there. Oh I'm having my pre-L lesson tomorrow. So that'll be my first OFFICIAL driving lesson. Yes I'll be skipping school tomorrow.

Things are still in preparation. I want things to go the right way, the way I want them to be. I'll make it happen I swear. ( Now that I've promised I'll just have to do it. )

Ah I don't enjoy brainstorming alone. It doesn't even make sense I know. Like I care.

*Tip for driving lessons : If uncle shouts at you, just go full blast on the gas pedal. If he asks why, just say 你凶我，我吓到.*

Romance of the dark clouds

My only one for the only you

What a tiring day.

Turns out that my fingerprints are rather odd. The sensor couldn't match them with my ic. Could've been other reasons as well. Long story short, I went back to Berjaya to make a Smartcard and took the undang test afterwards.

I passed. 49/50.

So the clouds were real dark. No doubt it was going to rain. And the uncle went "Oh why don't I give you your first lesson?" Technically I was not to take any driving lessons as I have not listened to the class nor have I attained my L plate. Yea well anyways I did.

MY FIRST DRIVING LESSON. WOOOOO!

Ah it was mad fun! And it was raining too. Oh so romantic. Me, uncle, kancil.

I'm not sure how to describe the whole process but it's really different from the way you think it is like. We stopped at Sutera Biru there to practice a few rounds and then moved on to the Berjaya practice spot-place-site-whatever. I'm very proud to say that I didn't die fire throughout the whole session.

It was very relaxing. I wasn't tense at all. Chatting with the uncle along the way. Of course it was slightly difficult as it was my first time. Though with practice I'm sure I'll get the hang of it soon. I so wanna do it again.




*Now all I need is a car.*

Pocket pairs

I feel different, I feel blue.

Not a fan of the picture above.

Just showing off a few decks of mine.

I'm taking my undang test tomorrow afternoon.

Wait, it's already 12.17am. So it's later in the afternoon.

I have to go through 500 questions first. I'm at question 176.

Uh, nothing much happened today.

So, back to reading.

Bye & night.

*Double cheese burger + Double cheese burger = Triple cheese burger + Cheese burger = Quad cheese burger*

That's a very good question

I'll breathe under this pressure

So I went to Sunway for a scholarships interview earlier today. It was 2 interviewers (Sunway JB people) vs 1 interviewee (me). Cheng Yin said hers was quite easy. Mine, umm, the opposite. Gosh, room 1 was just brutal.

We were asked to read a case study outside the room before the actual interview. I got case 2. It was maid abusing child, ultimately killing the child. Here are the questions asked based on the case study, the ones that I remember that is.

1. What are the importances of the bond between maid and parent/child?
2. What are the three main criteria in choosing a maid?
3. As the head of XXXX (some maid agency), how do you prevent maid abuse?

Probably a few more. And of course there were other questions as well.

1. Tell me about yourself.
2. What's your favourite subject? (Math and science, not bio though)
3. Why so?
4. What was the greatest challege for you during the Seagate Video Competition?
5. What video editing software did you use? (Cause I said the hardest part was the editing)
6. Are you the leader of the video team? If so, how did you allocated duties to the other members?
7. As the President of YDM, how do you overcome the differences between the member?
8. How will you react to different opinions from other members?
9. What sports do you play? (Sometimes basketball, seldom badminton)
10. So what is your role in a basketball game?
11. Why did you choose Sunway College JB?

And the killer question.

WHY SHOULD WE GRANT YOU THE SCHOLARSHIPS?


Ish, exactly. Still, I had answered every question with a fair amount of confidence. I spoke rather fluently. So at the end of the day I think I did alright. I enjoyed it.

* Oreo cheese cake is like a giant oreo. Thanks mum for the belated birthday cake. *

Slightly less than three

You're just like her,


enough said.

*Ohhh yess, will start my driving lessons real soon. Sunway interview tomorrow, wish me luck. =) *