Yesterday... Valentines day. I'm not having lots of fun though. Had to run around the school delivering gifts to others. It feels so weird when you're sending love around but getting nothing for yourself. Sure there are gifts but we all know that it's not a valentines gift like a i-love-you gift. After school had lunch with me gang. For some reason I had a ham and chess toast and a alfredo fettucine set. Freakin' full.
Dojo training afterwards, Katori training. Throughout the session I can feel my pasta rolling around in my stomach. Straight after that PA tuition. How worse can things it get? It's valentines and I'm busy doing things that aren't related to it in the least way. When I got home, had dinner and went straight to bed. It was only 8pm. Woke up at 11.30, watched tv and meddle with my cards till 2am. Woke up at 11 today. I HATE MY LIFE..
I felt so empty yesterday that I don't even blog about it. Many of you must've been celebrating with your lovers and friends. I have to say. Yesterday was so delusional and sucky. Today suck even more, homework. I skipped PA tuition twice in a roll for MSSD and stuff and had to do some serious catching up. And I've got to study, exam's coming. Don't wanna fail. ( though I know that I will fail at least one subject. Probably sj, bm or mrl.)
I HATE MY LIFE. once more.
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