Friday, May 29, 2009

Now that it's over

And so Midyear exam's finally over. It was pretty tough but no point talking about it now. However I won't be free the next week, lots of training going on. Tue, Wed, Thur, Sat, Sun, pretty tight huh... (though I definitely won't make it for every session...)

Tons of movies and I don't think I can watch them all. Ughh...

Anyways hope to be in Singapore soon, can't wait to get my hands on the Midnight Karnival Deck, Black Spider Deck, and hopefully some Arrcos. Gonna stock up on Tally-Ho's as well.

Ah major dilemma. I heard from my sis that my piano teacher will come to me in the holidays and pujuk me to go for diploma. DANG... WHAT SHOULD I DO????!!!!!

If I take on it, it mean two years (or more) of hardwork. And next year's SPM. But it's really a rare opportunity, the Mr. Soh from Singapore is really some big shot and he wants me to be his student...

If I don't, I'll have plenty of time to do other things. But then I'll probably be sitting there to think what would happen if I took on diploma for the rest of my life. So why not do it instead? Though I really lack passion. I like music a lot but playing music is another issue. It's like watching people fight, and people watching you fight... The real issue is I don't want to stop half way and give up. If I'm going to do it, I'm going to get it done. If not, I won't touch it in the first place. Yes there is potential, but I lack interest. HOW????!!!!

Things are going to get rough. OMG CRAP CRAP CRAP. Why do I have so many pointless stuff bothering me when it's the holidays???!!! And then there's the notice board, I don't Jeremy is planning to do anything, so it's pretty much up to me to settle it. Sometimes I really think too much.... but how could I not?

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