Free Fall

Yeap. Weightless right now. Soooooooooooooooooooooooooo lighttt!

One whole month of studying, chiong-ing, striving, rushing, less-sleeping, reading. OVER. Finally. FINALLLYYYYYYY.

Mixed feelings. Some were easy, some were hard, most were hard. Review!

AM - No time to check.
MM - I think too much.
FZ - No one saw it coming.
KM - Too careless.
BIO - Hard but easier than expected.
SJ - Very tough for me.
PM - The usual. No hope for A+.
BI - I wrote a stupid essay.
BM - Thank god.
BC - Impossible.

I'm proud of myself that I did it all on my own, no tips/cheats/secret-answers-in-underpants/invisible ink involved whatsoever.

Not expecting straight As' this time, not this time. I really could've done better. Chentel you could be right. Maybe I'm too relaxed. I should buck up.

Haha, too late.

ENJOY THE HOLIDAY PEOPLE.

I'm definitely going to Singapore to chill. 3D MOVIE. Anyone? No one? Ah fine.

I'm going to have to replace books with cards. Byeeeeeeeeeee.

* I have improve my piano and card skills. I feel so small.*

Voilà lala

There you go. Something new.

I got sick of my old blogskin anyways. It's grey. Too dull.

So what do you think?

I like this. It's clean. It's red. It's white.

Love the red carpet feel. And it kinda looks like the back design of a card.

Yes I'm a sucker for cards.



I'll be back blogging in just a few days.

Wait for me.

One point shy

This will probably be the last post for this month. Trial examinations.

I need to clear things up. My books. My head.

CHEMISTRY

I want to own eight valence electrons

Just eight will do

Though I'm feeling that I have nine

PHYSICS

I want high potential difference

I want low current

I want a transistor for my brain

BIOLOGY

I don't want no -ine

I don't want no -gen

I'll exchange my hypothalamus for your smile

ADD MATH

I don't want to be -1 s

I don't want to be 1/0

I want to be #

MODERN MATH

I hope things can be like you

I hope my calculator can rest

I hope parallel lines can meet

HISTORY

I'm tired of flipping through the past

I'm tired of thinking

I want to make history

MORAL

I don't want to be like you

I don't want you to be like it

Though that's what life is like

BC BM BI

Be like me

为什么要像我

Mu sepertiku

It's crazy what books can do to a person

Tear for my dear

Credits to my beloved 2-year-old cousin.

You've been with me for almost 2 years now.

You've served me well my friend.

You've mesmerized the hearts of many.

You've fooled the eyes of the skeptics.

And now.

You're naked.

How sad.

What the if

If I passed by would you say hi?

If I said hi would you be shy?

If I'm too shy would you not sigh?

If I just sighed would you not cry?

If I just cried would you ask why?

If I asked why would you not lie?

If I just lied would you say bye?

If I said bye would you reply?



最高境界的顶真

Cardiorchestra

I had a hard time figuring out the title for this post. I want it to express how I feel. And I'm not sure what I'm feeling right now. Empty? Sad? Angry? I just feel uneasy.

庄丽霏. A former SJK(C) Pei Hwa teacher, passed away yesterday. 5 8 10. Head on car crash. She died, with her unborn child. 8 month old, so ready to see the world, yet God loves them more than we do. Another teacher died as well, rest in peace.

She never taught my class. Though she was one of the teachers who lead the year end school trip when I was primary six.

That was already 5 years ago. Yet I had a clear memory of her. She checked on my hotel room. She went in and saw my clothes. I laid them there nicely for tomorrow, shirt, pants and underpants. And she went '这个是谁的低裤？' with 低裤 pronounced as TEH KO. I could never forget that.

We even got stuck on the same ride at Genting Highlands. The spider man one, with the person lying horizontally. The thing went haywire. It stopped half way. She was afraid. I remember Yong Hing, Jeremy, Kok Wai was there too. We were unharmed.

We called her 庄妈. I think it was because throughout the trip she was like a mother to us. Taking care of us like kids, which back then we were. We had fun.

How sad. How unfortunate. How shocking. How unpredictable. That spells life.

People live. People die. It's just natural. So why are we sad when we know it's coming sooner or later? Because we're not ready. We're unprepared to lose our loved ones. And why is that? Because we're not loving them more enough. So what are we waiting for? What am I waiting for?

Learn to love. And when it's time. Let go.