Spent a long time trying to think of a long title but lacked ideas so I came up with this

It's been a long long time since I've played basketball with my friends. I would say half a year or so. For real, everyone had lost their touch. I didn't had any so I was just about the same. Haha.

Believe it or not, I practised on my piano just now. YAY! Finally something's going on. I've not practiced on my piano longer than I had not play any basketball. Yea that's how long I've been slacking.

Now I suck bad, seriously. I could do a few miserable songs, but it wasn't there. My musicals notes were empty, I had no control. For real I don't consider myself any grade at all. I could play the notes, but not the song, if this makes any sense at all.

For the fun of it masih boleh, but to impress myself I've failed. I wonder if I should get back at it seriously, or just you know, meddle with some pleasant pieces, preferably easy ones.

Thinking back, I've come a long way to achieve what I achieved. I shouldn't just let it go like this. Though if I continue working on it just because I don't want to let it go to waste, isn't it pointless? I'm always the just-because-you-can-doesn't-mean-you-should kinda guy. I believe I can do anything. Everyone can do anything, literally. So the question is not can/cannot, it's want/don't want. And I want what makes the people around me and I happy.

I don't like this post. It's just one of those days.