1000 hours

SO. THIS. IS. IT.

Tomorrow. Actually today. In just a few hours. I'll be in the school hall. Receiving my SPM results. Let's get it on.

Regarding my results I honestly haven't got much confidence in scoring straight As'. There is a chance of course but I would say I may need to push my luck a bit to get there. Before this, I've written a prediction of my results on a piece of post-it-note.

MM A+
MT A+
FZ A
KM A+
BIO A
BM A-
BI A
BC B+
SJ A
PM A-

Written on 17 Feb 2011. Hopefully they are not worse than this. But whatever it is, I'm ready for it. I've done my best so just bring it on.

Regarding on how I feel right now. Actually I don't feel nervous, nor freaked out, nor scared, nor happy, nor excited. Though my heart is pounding at an awkwardly moderate pace. Slightly faster and harder than normal. But definitely less than that when I was really nervous. I'm telling you I'm the kind who freaks out at the very last minute. 10 minutes before the results I say would be about right. Like this.

30 minutes before : Bored
25 minutes before : *Yawns*
20 minutes before : Meh.
15 minutes before : Hmm..
10 minutes before : HOLY SHIT

Anyways I had steamboat today with my buddies. Jeremy, Weiqing, Huiqi, Siang, Dyiperng, Woonann, Oiyee, Beh and Jake. Awesome awesome fun. Just chatting all the way. Not a second spent worrying about tomorrow. Thanks guy.

Ahh tomorrow the smoke will clear. For now. All I focus on is to WAKE UP on time. Though it doesn't make a slight difference. Not like my results' going to change or anything. I just want to be there. Feel the moment. The thrill is everything. I love adrenaline.

1.30 am. Better catch some sleep. Gotta get up early to have breakfast with the guys tomorrow.

*Taking a group photo before and after the results is just ingenious.*