And the cars stopped

Am I seeing signs?
Clues left behind?
Hallucinating reality?
Is this the only exception?
Or is it just wishful thinking?
Can I walk now?
I wish I knew

It. Not it. It. Not it. It. Not it. IT?

I wish I could shut up
I mean my mind
or rather my brain
Stop giving me thoughts
Stop thinking
Stop working
Ah just go dead
I won't mind
I'll fight myself
And I'll win
But do I want to?
I wish I knew



Nonsensical not poetical.