Emptyshellified

I have a lot of things that I can think of to blog about but none fits my mood today, I'll save it for another day when I'm me.

Holidays is a fun thing. You get to hang out with your friends, chill out, and just have a great time enjoying yourself. Though it seems that it gives too much free time. My mind starts to wander.

Here, there, everywhere.

Like a monkey out of its cage. Messing up EVERYTHING. Wreaking havoc from within.

I need to stay still. stay calm. collect my thoughts. And delete them. Permanantly.

The good thing is I'm not a person who gets emotional easily and acts emotionally. I can easily realise that my thoughts are plain stupid and snap out of it. But the real question is do I want to? Do I want to act rationally or let myself indulge in my wishfulness? That's my problem.

I know my problem. I will solve it.

All I need to know is HOW.